The Nasty

Twitter's nice and all, but some of the spamming is starting to creep me the hell out.
This person is following me named Tabatha Griffin. I'm like, "ooh who is this?", like any normal person would, right?
Well I DARE not repeat what their lone Tweet was, because it made me want to spew all over the place. Let's just say it had to do with... the nasty. And boy parts.

WHY.
WHY.
WHY.
Head, meet desk. *headdesk*

Yep. Anyway, how've you all been?
:-P

Cyanide

I want to say I'm happy,
But I'm not.
Honestly I'm terrified
And these half-truths you're feeding me
Leave me floundering, drowning.
We promise ourselves one thing
Then give ourselves another.
No one stops for a break because
We're already broken.
You convinced me we should strive
For it, told me we could survive
On hatred and greed;
That nagging hunger we've got to feed.
My head's buzzing,
Drums are pounding,
Funeral march is our new procession
Clinging to that all-important want: possession.
We don't own it, it owns us
Crumbling foundations, skeletons rust
In our machine bodies, but nobody cares
We are all so utterly unprepared
For what must come, the inevitable.
The end.

~
Cyanide by Audrey H. (c)2009

I feel angsty today.

Eeeeeee! EEEEE!!!!

I love My Chemical Romaaaaance you guyssssss.

Listen to their cover of All I Want for Christmas is You.

I wanna eat Gerard's face. He's so adorable!!!!! 8D

Also though, they're just so GOOD. Oh my god. I can't stop listening to them. They're so so so so GOOD.

I freaking love music.

All my followers get giant cookies.

Yay! Hugs! I'm so proud of you guys for being awesome! Everyone knows that by being awesome you have decreased suck levels by 13% each!!!

In other [unrelated] news, I am reading Outside Beauty by Cynthia Kadohata. I met Cynthia back in Arizona and have a hardback copy of "Weedflower" [which, coincidentally, I won] and it is signed by her! I love her books. Outside Beauty is a brilliant book so far, so intriguing and fun.

I finished Suite Scarlett by Maureen Johnson and it was one of the best books I've read in a long time. [lie; pretty much every book I've read since I started my book log has been amazing.] Spencer was my favorite character, I want to marry him.

Speaking of attraction...

I have discovered my... I don't know, the feature in the opposite sex that I find truly sexy.

You ready for this?
Arms.

Yes. Arms.

I just look at Taylor Lautner's arms in the New Moon Poster and I just want to pet them. They're so... GRAWR. Yummy!!!

And Gerard's arms... amazing. [Gerard Way, lead singer of My Chemical Romance, for the ignorant among you.] I have a picture of him on my Zune that, when I look at it, I don't stare at his face.
I stare at his sexyfine arms.

I realize this revelation may lose me some followers.... I AM NOT THAT CREEPY NORMALLY.

*ahem*

Anyway, I've been packing up my room since we move into our new house on FRIDAY!!!

I'm very excited. I'm going to have a Harry Potter/wizarding supplies shelf above my bed. I could pee joy. Harry Potter is my lover.

Also, listen to the acoustic version of Diary of Jane by Breaking Benjamin. It's gorgeous. And listen to 21 Guns by Green Day. It's off their new album and it's AMAZING. I could eat it for breakfast. It's lovely.

Anyway, have a good night/day/evening/midmorning snack/happy dance!

~Audrey

Yeah, I'm good

So I was writing a scene in my story just now and had to share a piece of my writing:

Something inside him was breaking. It had to be his heart; he was certain that his literal, beating heart was very literally beginning to crack down the middle and shatter into a bloody mess inside of his chest.

YEAH. I think I really like that a lot. The scene is SO sad and kind of gory too, but you know how much I love delicious gore. *grins*

Also, any readers of my blog, could you push the "follow" button? Because my self esteem needs a boost every now and then and having subscribers makes that boost happen.

Have a good night/day/afternoon/sandwich!

Oh, sadness

I packed up my books yesterday for the move.
It made me sad.
I know we move into the house next week.
But I had to give all my Harry Potter books a hug before I put them in the box.

Nerdy? Oui.
Does anyone else feel this way about their books?

Yes yes yes precious

So this week I have been...

...laughing because: so many things!!!! The best was probably while talking to the brilliant folks from the Telling Room!!!!!

...depressed because: there is not a reason at all for me to be depressed.

...freaking out because: I HAD THE BEST NIGHT EVER.

...reading: Suite Scarlett by Maureen Johnson. Quite possibly the best book ever.

...listening to: Amy Winehouse

...writing: some bits of my story. It's taken a new turn and I'm loving it!
...happy because: THIS NIGHT. THIS NIGHT.

This week's photos:

Yes I am signing a book!!!! :D

Emilia Dahlin!!!!