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Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Oh, god.

Have you ever met someone who you liked so much and was so perfect but turned out they were exactly the person you could not have?
I thought I was far over him, but noooo, I am not. Every time I see a picture of him, I feel the exact same way I did last summer. I can still smell his cologne.
I can still remember hugging him.
I still get those butterflies.
I still remember how much it meant to me when he told me I had a beautiful singing voice.
I still remember how happy it made me feel when I read his little note in my book, even though by then I knew 110% that he could NEVER be... well, to say it sappily, mine.

Something must be horribly, horribly wrong with me.

Also, I have shingles. Which sucks. It hurts really bad!!!!


1 comment:

  1. DUDE. Dude. DUDE. Who is this mysterious boy??? I'm dying here.
    But if you don't want to tell me, that is fine, too.
    *ahem* That was my alter ego speaking, please ignore her.